Sunday, May 2, 2010

An outlet for my depression...

It has been a really long while since I last updated my blog. Probably it's because I've been feeling fine and nothing much worth writing about. Lately, I have been feeling the brunt of the depression again. Just feel like my fire of passion has been doused, I just can't seem to be bothered to do much.

I am feeling really tired now. Wondering what's the point of trying so hard when it all amounts to nothing. In an incident that happened lately, it seems like my effort merely caused me to be despised. Sigh. Maybe it is such events that make me feel like this way. Why bother to try when it only causes more problems?

The weather has not been helping much either. It's always been gloomy these days. It is really hard to cheer up on a rainy day I suppose. I wonder if my heart has yet fully healed and it cannot really take another blow. :(

Sigh... Hope things will turn out to be better...

1 comment:

Chickapea said...

Hi there.
I came across your blog. I started blogging not long ago. I write about Things. Could be anything.
Some of your postings are sad... What has caused all this sadness in your life?
You must have a tender heart, one that feels alot. I hope you can find it in yourself (in your soul), to get some relief for your sadness. I will ask the Universe to send some good karma your way.
Thank you for letting me read your blog.
Chickapea