Loner

Loneliness is a strange feeling... At times, relationships can be so complex that loneliness just seems to be the best alternative. At worst, loneliness just makes the world around us more quiet. Saw a really meaningful quote from a forum - loners don't need love, they just need some warmth. When there is the opportunity for a relationship in front of you, how do you tell if it is warmth or if it is love that you need? Sometimes being lonely for too long just blurs the borders between the two... Maybe it's all the silence that surrounds us. Maybe sometimes it is best to just stick with the devil we know - loneliness...

A Song...

Sometimes the mixture of emotions is so unbearable... Can't find the words to describe my feelings but I guess this song will suffice...

Writing...

I realized it has been long since I last put much of my thoughts into words. I wonder if it's because I'm on my road to recovery or if I'm slowly becoming preoccupied with work. I guess I have always had an active imagination and what better way for me to let my creative juice flow than to put it all into words? :) However, looking at my posts, most of it are really dark and solemn ones. I remember posting a few happier posts. Haha... Happier ones really just a few... I did intend for this blog to be an open diary which I can use to see how much I've grown through the years. Maybe I have really intended for this blog to be a reflection of my dark and twisted side. It's the real me when I strip bare and put my feelings to words... Should I intend to write more or write less? If I were to write more, would it mean I'd be experiencing more sorrows in the days to come? I wonder...

Fallen Angel...

When did the angel begin falling? How much lower will the angel fall? And the descend never seems to stop...

A little something for Bunny...

After that touching post from Bunny... I do wonder... What would an evil bunny like? And I usually get my answers when I least expect it. Take a look at the picture... Bunny... I know you want it... I'll build you one once I've the capabilities to do so!!!

Zatch Bell

A great manga. Really hilarious at times and it can be a tear jerker at the same time. Best line from the manga - "I'd rather be a hippo than a lion." :) It made me realised how much of a foolish lion I had been...

Here's the link. Enjoy!!!

5 years from now...

Was chatting with a friend about how we would try to accomplish our dreams 5 years from now. Nothing fancy, just simple dreams. She continues to pursue her hobby of drawing which she has put down for quite some time while I get a full bike license and at least a 250cc bike. :) She told me probably she'd settle down in five years. I was a bit shocked that she'd say that but she mentioned our age and it dawned upon me that I'm no longer young... :/ Guess I really need to cherish whatever youth I have left... :)