Answers...

I feel so hopeless... So tired lately... Sometimes I wish I just have the answers yet I myself don't even know... Sigh...

What? When? Why? How?

What is this feeling I'm feeling? I've only known you for about a month yet why do I feel this way towards you? I thought that such feelings have already been cast aside when I decide to lock myself in my own world. When did I let myself fall for you? How did you manage to slip past my defenses and slipped into my heart? Why do I feel sad of the imminent separation when I'd known that it would happen at the very start?

Goodbyes...

Air Supply - Goodbye by Augenblicke

Lately, I do feel like the current chapter in my life is coming to an end. There is so much separation which I need to deal with - a relative who passed away, a friend who is moving back to his hometown and a close friend leaving... Maybe the biggest joke of all is the possibility of me leaving... That'll be the time I've to say goodbye...