Counting down the days...

Seconds pass by and soon enough, Christmas 2010 is over and it will be 2011. Similar to 2009, the year has been quite a roller coaster ride for me. Seems like my wish to Santa didn't get to his mail so he better be making other people's wishes come true as he'd have the excuse of being too busy to have overlooked my wish... :) 2 more days before the dawn of a new year... I wonder if there is any miracle left this year...

Tin wood man

If you don't know who the tin man is, he is the character from the Wizard of Oz who wanted to have a heart. Here is the link for more info about him. To think that he could not love the one whom he had fallen for cause he had no heart is such a tragedy. Then again in my case, my heart is causing me so much more pain... I wonder how it will be like if I've got no heart like him.. To not be able to love the one whom I had fallen for. Maybe by then life would be much simpler and less complicated... :)

Some things never change...

Hard to believe that it's almost been two years. Just realised how much certain things have changed yet certain things still remain... It is such a strange feeling to realise how much I have been in denial. I know how life has moved on yet it still feels like I have not moved on at all - still back at that time, the time before 17th March 2009. :(