沒那麼簡單

I guess this song really suits my feeling at this moment...

7th Lunar Month

It is the 7th Lunar Month - a month which most Chinese believe to be the Hungry Ghost Festival. It is a month when the ghosts are free to roam the streets... There is a lot of debate about the existence of the supernatural... Taking a moment to ponder, true love is a lot like the supernatural occurrence.

True love is like the supernatural...
Some people say they have experienced it first hand...
Some say it is nonsense and scoff at its very existence...
No one can prove its existence...
Yet no one is able to disproof it either...

The funny thing is, most people choose to believe in it :)

Pain + Love

Pain is a surest way of telling us that we are doing something really really stupid and harmful to our body. Yet with the pain that comes with love, I wonder why we still yearn for it. Been working on a machine day and night for quite some time now... I really wonder if I am slowly turning into one, devoid of emotions... Or maybe I just yearn to be one. No sadness, no guilt no conscience...

Would life be much simpler?

Rain

At the moment, I just feel like the rain that doesn't stop pouring reflects my current stage in life. It is just all dark and gloomy. I try to stay high spirited and cheerful but just feel that all the events that has unfolded so far are just like the rain beating down on me...

At times, I feel like a lone traveler lost in the woods during the rain. Try as I may I just do not know how to get out. I know that the only way is to continue walking but I feel so tired... When can I find rest? Both mentally and physically...

Irony

Sometimes I find there is so much irony. It is really scary to wish for one thing and it comes true but not in the way intended. Sigh... Strangely enough, what is feared usually comes true as well...

Scared of loneliness yet I always find myself all alone...

Scared of the cold yet it always rains...

Scared of losing yet they never stay...

Scared of being disappointed yet never losing hope :)