Sunday, March 30, 2008

The thought of Death

This very afternoon I think my grandma had a close brush with death. She is very old ady. 90. I'm sure most ppl have been lying down 6 feet under b4 they reach 90 but i guess my grandma is pretty lucky. 2 of her sisters passed away at the ripe old age of 90 sth.

Years ago she had a medical checkup. The doc found that she had sth that looks like a tumour inside of her. Surgery is not advised. The doc said she is very old and advised us to be prepared for the worst ady. It has been a few years since then. My uncle who had brought her for the check up had passed away b4 she did. Who would have thought that there are such ironies in life???

This afternoon however, it really seemed like my grandma was wasting away. It was so sad... But luckily she got over it. Managed to eat th for dinner... Guess she really should watch her diet after all... One thing i learnt from the harrowing experience is that there was never a thing to fear in death itself. Rather i thought that the very idea of death is due to the fear of loneliness. When our loved ones are taken away from us, loneliness is inevitable... I guess that is why most people fear death. We all will never know how things will be for our loved ones. Even if we are the ones to go, i'm sure our worries would be if our loved ones would be lonely without us by their side...

Treasure the ones you love while they are still around...


Friday, March 28, 2008

Sleepless and aimless...

I do wonder at nights like this, is it really ok to be sleepless and aimless? It is such a meaningless void at the moment it's killing me... At times i do wonder why it happens... Another sleepless night... another tired day...

Monday, March 24, 2008

My Love

When I first set my eyes on her, i knew she was the one i wanted. People say she is not as good as i think she is but i guess despite her flaws, she had what i wanted. Maybe it's true, the other one was better can do more stuff but her elegance and her uniqueness leaves more to be desired...

When i first took her out, it was hard to turn her on... I thought it was easy to navigate my way through but it took more work than i expected... Only got her to behave the way i want to after getting the right touch...

Brought her to uni today... I was of coz brimming with pride when passers by look in awe...

In short, she has inspired me to blog again... My love - My Viewty...


A pic taken with VGA quality on the viewty...

Another one taken with 3MP...